and the shitty part is the those are just the firts goodbyes i've had to say so far which makes me even more anxious to just fucking get to oregon. michigan sucks but it is my home and now i know that i do have a lot more here than i thought. i also know that oregon will fucking rock and if i dont leave now, i may be 40 at a blink of an eye regretting not ever being able to do it..... so im leaving. and i'll be back and probally leave again but i know that when im old i will die in michigan knowing that i had an awesome life and that my families and heart are here. theres no place like home, right?
ok, im done being an emo fuck. today has just been a little rough.